I do not know what or who God is?
The way, people want to understand God, is beyond my ability. Human mind is dependent only on the senses (eyes, ears, taste smell and touch).
That we may know God, the first step is to go beyond all of them, where there are no questions left, no memories and information are at play. This done everything follows in its own way.
To begin with we may find it almost impossible. If we continue to stick to our decision and selfless desire to know Him, the degree of our patience diminishes the the length of the time we may have to wait. When patience grows infinite, the time to wait turns zero.